Day 06; So much more energy

BREAKFAST (222 Calories)

Hello, hello! So, I had my protein shake but ended up taking a walk before and after. I took the boys on a walk to the store oppose to driving. Afterwards I had them outside riding a bike and a scooter. Jonnah, scared the living daylights out of me when he decided to jump off his scooter and run home. We weren't far from the house but far enough that he was out of my site for about 30 seconds. Can you say lost my mind. I figured we'd be on the 5 O'clock news, either for a missing child or and beaten one. My God, I wanted to go toe to toe with a 3 year old when I got to the house and Crystal was walking out asking me what happen. I forgot to ask God for guidance and strength today. ...but I did take a moment to pray after that. After all that is said, I ended up burning 300 Calories making my net  -75, yes that is a negative seventy-five.

LUNCH (116 Calories)

I had a tuna salad. 4oz of Tuna in water (drained), 1/2 tablespoon of Reduced fat Mayo, 1 tablespoon of Frenchz Yellow Mustard, 1/2 a green onion, 1/2 a Roma Tomato and 2 cups of lettuce. It was filling but the calorie count is ridiculous considering other meals I've eaten. I took a 20 Minute walk with the twins and burnt that off immediately. Also tricked the twins into eating tuna and tomatoes. They don't know it yet but they are going healthy too. My 20 min walk burned 138 calories putting my net at -95. I really am working towards a happy healthier me.

DINNER (365 Calories)

Man, I am definitely feeling like I deserve a treat. I need bread, at this point I am so tired of flipping vegetables. They like don't satisfy my taste buds ( period). I wanted to do food today, my night went downhill and fast. The boiler broke at Crystal's and my body is craving a shower more than I am craving chocolate or carbs. I'd turn a trick for a cinnamon roll. I have no idea how I am going to survive Ellah's birthday party tomorrow. Please pray for me. Oh and by the way I had chicken and green beans for dinner. I might take a walk or at least that is what the skinny b!+@# would like but the fatter me has that b!+@# in a headlock screaming, "Now what!"