...and it begins

SATURDAY
BREAKFAST
If you truly follow my blog, then you know that last night went a little rocky. This morning wasn't that much better. I totally get B!+@#-y if I'm hungry and I was so hungry. We went to Walmart to pick up some Vanilla Whey Protein, a scale, some weights, a food scale and some groceries. This morning I did not appreciate that Walmart had everything, especially a Mc Donalds. Gosh, how easy and convenient life was when I could just grab a bite to eat while shopping.
I was good though, I battled the store and gave Mc Donalds the middle finger before going home and drinking my protein smoothie/shake. Which might I add ended up being 222 calories and good for me oppose to however many calories are in 2 Cheese Burgers, a Medium Fry and a Coke. Man, I'm salivating just thinking about it.

LUNCH
Well...
I stood in the kitchen dicing vegetables with all the confidence in the world. I was preparing lunch and dinner. I promise you this, dicing vegetables should be listed as a calorie burner. Geez... the work involved in cooking is a bit much. I was in the midst of making season-less salmon and season-less steak when Crystal asked me to throw a pizza in the oven for the kids. Her twins and her two step daughters where being rambunctious so she was trying to settle them down. The aroma of the pizza quickly filled my nostrils. Hunger started banging at my door but I coaxed myself in to believing I could do it. After our lunch was prepared; Salmon, tomatoes, broccoli and cauliflower. We grabbed our plates and made our way into the living room. My will power was still in tact. I took a couple of bites of my beautifully prepared lunch and totally broke.
Crystal and I grabbed some pizza and went to town with the kids. Man, the way the cheese danced on my tongue it should have been illegal. It was like my tongue was the stage and the cheese and pepperoni were well trained ballet dancers and I really indulge in that ballet. I couldn't stop myself. After that I grabbed some powder doughnuts. I wanted anything that wasn't healthy. Afterwards I felt a little bad but came to the realization that starting and new life change isn't something to do with a house full of kids. We decided to push it back until Monday Morning when things are a little more routine.